My father and mother were atheists
Posted: Tue Jan 21, 2025 10:49 am
My father was baptized in old age, when he fell ill. But since childhood I never had any questions about whether God exists. I just knew and that’s it. My first ideas about Christianity were formed in a classical way in every sense. From literature and painting. Chekhov, Tolstoy, and much later – Dostoevsky. The strongest impression and influence was from Garin-Mikhailovsky’s “Tyoma’s Childhood” – this is generally one of the most poignant descriptions of a child’s search for God, although it is woven into the fabric of everyday life.
I was baptized consciously, together with my son, when I was 25. And I started going to church at 19. It was a completely conscious movement. It has long been not a neophyte, a simple life, everyday life. Like thousands of people who go to church on weekends, these people are not saints at all, they are people on the way. Living in Christianity is not very usa mobile phone numbers database convenient in principle. The temptation to leave your Christian life beyond Sunday is quite high. How to do business with 10 commandments? Somehow you have to, so you wander, two steps forward, one step back. An attempt to confess Christ in everyday life is the only path of development, crooked, oblique, with broken knees, but - one. At meetings, in a store, somewhere else, at home with a child. It turns out in one case out of 100, out of 1000. For a long time, people lived under a social contract. Knight's club, merchant code, gentlemen's clubs, ten commandments. There was a standard of what is acceptable. In the post-Christian world there is none of this: guidelines, moral regulators. The rules are lost.
How to combine work and morality?
I was baptized consciously, together with my son, when I was 25. And I started going to church at 19. It was a completely conscious movement. It has long been not a neophyte, a simple life, everyday life. Like thousands of people who go to church on weekends, these people are not saints at all, they are people on the way. Living in Christianity is not very usa mobile phone numbers database convenient in principle. The temptation to leave your Christian life beyond Sunday is quite high. How to do business with 10 commandments? Somehow you have to, so you wander, two steps forward, one step back. An attempt to confess Christ in everyday life is the only path of development, crooked, oblique, with broken knees, but - one. At meetings, in a store, somewhere else, at home with a child. It turns out in one case out of 100, out of 1000. For a long time, people lived under a social contract. Knight's club, merchant code, gentlemen's clubs, ten commandments. There was a standard of what is acceptable. In the post-Christian world there is none of this: guidelines, moral regulators. The rules are lost.
How to combine work and morality?